Determination

So stoked my best friend is doing this 12 week plan with me! We are going to be ripped!

75 days out!

Back on my fitblr flow! I know nobody reads this so it’s more or less a place for me to just write down my emotions about my journey in my spare time when I need to vent.

So Monday I started a 12 week diet and workout plan designed by my absolute favorite fitness model Jamie Eason. Tomorrow I’m also going to start 30 day shred. It’s been 2 years since I first decided to lose weight, and 5 months since I got back in it to the extreme. I’ve lost 20lbs since January, and am very happy with the progress I’ve made, which is shown in the pictures I’ve been taking.

Yet my body still isn’t where I want it to be. I decided to commit to this 12 week plan because I realized that I owe it to myself, to my body. Clean eating and fitness have become such a passion of mine and I want my body to reflect how I feel inside. It’s time to stop selling myself short by cheating. I’m going to fight like hell for what I want most, which is this, and if at the end of my twelfth week I find that somehow I’m still not happy, then at least I can say I gave it my all. 12 weeks is nothing to something I’ll have with me forever. I can and will do this.

2 months and 3 weeks to go.
11 weeks.
77 days.